zzz ramble zzz

I'm so sleepy I can't think straight anymore. I know I shouldnt quit just yet, after all it's only barely past midnight and I'm used to staying up until the wee hours. But again, I'm soooo sleepy it takes humungous humongous tremendous effort just to keep my eyes open.

This always happens when I'm writing. Argh. I've a theory about this. (When did i ever not have a theory?)

Here's my theory in a nutshell (redundant much?) .... When your making up stories you usually imagine it in your head and when you do this you enter a mind state thats not quite alpha but no longer beta either. you're not asleep so youre not dreaming but its as close as it gets to it. If I remember it right, you REM during alpha.

Am i making any sense? I guess im not. My apologies folks. For the third time, I'm so sleep i cant think straight anymore!!

The purpose of this blog post is to rouse me back to wakefulness. the result: its not working... so im gonna wrap my writing up for the night. hala! lagot ako sa bespren turned agent ko. im waaaay behind schedule! chapter three pa rin ako. i've been stuck in this chapter since this morning... i dont know which direction to take kasi. the story can lead to three conflicts and i havent made up mind which to use...waaah!

btw, my heroines a chef...kasalanan 'to ni andre. i don't like repeating myself coz ive already written a hero that's a chef waaaaay back. kaya lang he mentioned something about wanting to be a chef (im nudging him in the opposite direction mind you)... and since i didn't have the luxury of time to dwell on my characters trivialities, i decided to make her a chef na lang even though i'd rather she wasnt.

sigh. i'm gonna end and spare you from my ramble now. im heading for my bed hoping that tomroow turns out to be a more productive day for me. g'nyt :)